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Not exactly the same thing, Susie. But over the years I have sometimes bought books that I was very attracted to and when I started to read them they just didn't grab me the way that I expected. So I put them in my shelves. Then, even years later, I take them out and they resonate big time. It is like my unconscious was ahead of my conscious awareness. And knew that sooner or later I would connect.

Choosing books is a very intuitive process for me.

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I've had that experience as well. I like the wandering in the woods style of selecting books. Sometimes if I'm browsing in the library, I only look at the books at eye level. Something will leap off the shelf and it may not be what would have leapt off a year previously.

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I resisted Doestoevsky until the winter before last. Then I read Crime and Punishment and it was so gripping I couldn't imagine that he'd written anything else that would measure up, so I have not read any other work by him. This was a weird reaction, for me - normally I'd want to move right on to something else by such a thrilling author.

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I haven’t gotten engaged in a few recent current novels. I am having a non-fiction moment: rereading The History of White People by Nell Painter and An Indigenous History of the United States by Roxanne Dunbar-Ortiz in an attempt to better understand this country’s current craziness. The Dunbar-Ortiz is particularly applicable to our moment. Also thinking of rereading some Didion.

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Exactly!!!

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Which of her books do you recommend? She's written both fiction and nonfiction.

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Can’t think of any writers I’ve resisted, though there are many I haven’t read, including Mantel (I’ll bump her up the list.).

I find myself less patient with books lately, not always willing to finish if I’m not engaged by page 100 or so.

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To clarify...I've resisted Mantel's historical material but ran across a collection of short stories entitled "Learning to Talk" that I'm very taken with. Don't know if that will carry over to the BIG books. I don't know why it's so difficult to let go of books when they're not working. I admire your resolve.

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A bit like finish everything on your plate? I can't leave food on my plate and I never heard about starving children anywhere.

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