13 Comments

Why is everyone bummed? What are they, artists? : )

Expand full comment
author

Made me smile. Working on laughing out loud.

Expand full comment

It is characteristic of the doldrums that one says things like, "I'm too lazy for that." Your writing and publishing are surely activities that manifest a serious intention to "find the sunken treasure" of yourself. Still, I think what you are getting at is getting out of yourself. I chuckled ruefully at the part about needing a professional comedian.

Expand full comment
author

Also enjoyed the Minnesota piece. I moved to St. Louis Park (late spring, summer, fall) a year and a half ago and love it dearly.

Expand full comment
author

I definitely resonate with the need for "getting out of (one)self. Beyond that, this is a manifesto against efforting.

Expand full comment

It only takes a tiny pinch of effort to write "making an effort," instead of "efforting." Still, I suppose it's a slippery slope. More seriously, Kenny Werner, a well-known and creative pianist, wrote a book called "Effortless Mastery" that addresses this important topic from the perspective of a musician.

Expand full comment
author

"Efforting" feels more exhausting than "making an effort." And more ongoing.

Expand full comment

I see your point. Our experiences are probably different—efforting is not among my vices. I am more likely to be found in the afraid-to-try camp. So for me, effort is a good thing, not something I'd write a manifesto against. I enjoyed the irritable tone of the essay, though, expressing exactly how I feel when I can't win for trying! Exhaustion and irritability are partners. Okay, Susie, I'm stopping here.

Expand full comment

I agree. I have to play the hand I’ve been dealt, but if I’m lucky I can learn a few card tricks to make it interesting.

And a sense of equanimity keeps us swimming instead of drowning. Thanks for another provocative read.

Expand full comment

You always give me something to think upon.

Expand full comment
author

Don't you just love mental exercise?

Expand full comment

I come from a parallel universe, also seventy something and writing about finding treasures to carry me forth -- at my substack "lost & found." Nice read this morning -- thank you!

Expand full comment
author

Great to hear from you. Will check out Lost & Found for sure.

Expand full comment